I've been thinking a lot of thoughts lately...do I sound like POOH bear?
Anyhoo...Thoughts about my mission, my current existance, my goals, my frustrations, etc... Overall this October has been filled with un-rest...stress...contemplation...and SICKNESSES! ICKY! I know the mental really affects my physical. I also know that the definition of INSANITY is to continue to do the same thing over and over expecting different results. Thus...my blog about CHANGE on Tuesday.
I am sick of the unrest and sick of the lack of peace...So where do I start? I KNOW where to start...with GOD! He is the start of it all and my #1 priority, my first love. I've been neglecting HIM for too long, taking HIM for granted and separated from HIM due to my own stupidity.
The past 3 days I've been pouring into who I love the most~ God, Travis and my family and guess what...I feel better both emotionally and physically. I've listened to several amazing messages from pastors I HIGHLY respect to fill my heart and mind with wonderful thoughts about my Jesus, my KING, my Father, my Love! And that love has spilled over to my DH...I had a GREAT date with Travis yesterday~ The first in a long time! Because God is LOVE, I need HIM and HIS love in order to have love to give to others. He holds a stockpile of Love and gives it to us when we give HIM LOVE. It's so wonderful!! God is GOOD!!
I plan to keep going after God; Keeping HIM my #1 priority in life above ALL else...and YES even above my husband and above my children. HE has to be FIRST! Becuase I know from horrible past experiences that when HE is not #1, everything else falls apart!! I want HIS love so I can GIVE MORE LOVE and have more passion for the all those looking for true LOVE! I want to really make an impact on this world and there is no way I can do that if I don't have massive amounts of LOVE!
Thanks for reading this! I love that I have friends who love me~ I LOVE YOU too!!
God Bless us all!!LOVE,
Michelle
Anyhoo...Thoughts about my mission, my current existance, my goals, my frustrations, etc... Overall this October has been filled with un-rest...stress...contemplation...and SICKNESSES! ICKY! I know the mental really affects my physical. I also know that the definition of INSANITY is to continue to do the same thing over and over expecting different results. Thus...my blog about CHANGE on Tuesday.
I am sick of the unrest and sick of the lack of peace...So where do I start? I KNOW where to start...with GOD! He is the start of it all and my #1 priority, my first love. I've been neglecting HIM for too long, taking HIM for granted and separated from HIM due to my own stupidity.
The past 3 days I've been pouring into who I love the most~ God, Travis and my family and guess what...I feel better both emotionally and physically. I've listened to several amazing messages from pastors I HIGHLY respect to fill my heart and mind with wonderful thoughts about my Jesus, my KING, my Father, my Love! And that love has spilled over to my DH...I had a GREAT date with Travis yesterday~ The first in a long time! Because God is LOVE, I need HIM and HIS love in order to have love to give to others. He holds a stockpile of Love and gives it to us when we give HIM LOVE. It's so wonderful!! God is GOOD!!
I plan to keep going after God; Keeping HIM my #1 priority in life above ALL else...and YES even above my husband and above my children. HE has to be FIRST! Becuase I know from horrible past experiences that when HE is not #1, everything else falls apart!! I want HIS love so I can GIVE MORE LOVE and have more passion for the all those looking for true LOVE! I want to really make an impact on this world and there is no way I can do that if I don't have massive amounts of LOVE!
Thanks for reading this! I love that I have friends who love me~ I LOVE YOU too!!
God Bless us all!!LOVE,
Michelle
Do you know why I think you're so awesome? You know God created you and has a perfect plan for you, and you're willing to talk about it, knowing some people won't agree -- may even be turned off by it to the point they become disinterested in your messages about health and fitness.
ReplyDeleteThanks for being honest about how you feel, and about your struggles. When you're working so hard on the outside self, it's easy to ignore the creator of that self! It's called idolatry. But you obviously have everything straight! All the best to you, your family and, selfishly, to us, because you have your priorities straight: God at the top, family, everything else.
Yesterday I completed my second day of buffing (trying to ignore the tablespoon of mayo I had and the 10 or so Bugles I gave into). I'm very excited to see what the scales will say next Tuesday, if I can keep this up til then! Thanks for your blog!
Thanks so much for your comment!! I appreciate your compliments and really kind words!!
ReplyDeleteKeep buffing hard, you are going to see amazing results!!